Do you ever feel left out? =(

well, guess what? I dont even have a car to go offcampus and see interesting stuff.. and add to that my college is one of the most depressing institutes in the world where all u do is projects, home works, tests and exams. no life. no time to sleep also. and the rest of the time u get, either u do job or try to catch some sleep, for the sake of sleeping. but sometimes when I dont hv any thing to do( like on friday nights ), I do realy feel bored. I cant even ask any girl out coz 1) am ugly 2) I donthv car 3) I donthv much money to blow it off on girls.
But well, sometimes, I hv been appreciated( infact many times ) coz of my knowledge, smartness, blah blah blah… I remember recently, one of the popular guys ( he is one of the best looking and richest guys I hv met ) liked me for some reason so much that he just said to me that he envies me.. I laughed thinking that he is joking around and then he said, that had he been atleast half as smart as me, or had half the same personality as mine, then he wuld hv wooed two or three dozen more girls.. well.. I dont know if he was right or wrong, coz so far I hv tried to meet two or three girls and offcourse none ofthem were interested in me..( its another thing that I learnt bad things about those girls which dont make them my-kind-of girls. ).
I work on campus and every one likes me at the job. My supervisor was kinda impressed with my job and started calling me Pascal..That soon changed to “Popsicle” (Dont know how it happened) and they all started calling me Popsicle coz they think I’m as cool as popsicle.
anyways.. the thing is yes, I do feel lonely when I dont get to hang out with the girls on whom I hv crushes and it sucks badly… But as Tigerblade said, “if you can learn to be happy on your own without seeking approval and praise from others, you’re way better off than the majority of the earth’s population.”, so it sometimes doesnt matter to me if some one likes me or ignores me or dislikes me, stuff.. I just hv to move on rather than crying upon things which dont realy mean anything.

How about you guys throw your own party? At least you’ll get invited.

yup get that feeling in the forum too.. you try to blend in but the place is so “clicky”

Being ugly doesn’t mean you have to be left out. Sometimes you yourself can be the one setting yourself as an outcast. Some people consider themselves ugly so then they themselves decide not to talk to any girl because she’ll turn them down or whatever. Not all girls are the same and I’ve seen a fair amount of ugly guys get some really really attractive girls. You just have to be outgoing, and confident. From talking to many girls, they like a confident guy.