hi sarah, thanks for your reply!

but this is not about me wanting a relationship or not. i know thats not something to go for when you only know someone from the internet. i just didnt expect her to leave me standing after talking about meeting for so long. maybe i am making a too big deal about it and its just normal for a girl to do that when she meets someone nicer?

i just didnt expect her to say ‘no’ to meeting eachother after such a long time……….